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Day 10: May 7, Thursday

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4. MORE. DAYS. To 2 weeks! \o/

Today was...hm. Today was "hm". xD

Basically, I did get upset today and not my currently usual upsetness as in I get upset and I'm over it in the next 5 minutes. This time, I got seriously upset. And it wasn't some itsy bitsy issue or anything -- it's something that really just bothers me and I've told MGP about it already.

MGP's 'ex' {As in girl he was more than friends with but never in a relationship with} had given him this wristlet that's his favorite brand, his favorite color, and has a logo of his favorite animal. But it's from his EX. I mean...I'm pretty sure he's over her, but argh. It's like...he wears it 'cause it's 'frickin' sexy' and it's everything he likes but it's from his ex! I don't wear things from my ex >_____<;;;

Anyway, I basically simmered in my own anger for a while. I didn't call him out on it, I didn't really do anything. I just ended up not saying much in general. Basically, I reasoned with myself that we're just friends right now so he figured it wouldn't really bother me. On top of that...he stopped wearing it originally because we were more than friends and he didn't want it to become something that I constantly get upset over whenever we're out.

It took me an hour to get over it and I was fine by the time that he was taking me home. I'll admit I wanted to be spiteful -- I wanted to get out of the car and be like: ...nice wristlet >>;; But I swallowed that want and asked myself...where is that going to get me? Into an argument with MGP. Making MGP think I'm not changing when I'm trying long and hard to.

So yeah (: If this was class, tonight was the first exam -- one that I didn't study for might I add! And if I had to grade myself, I'd give myself a B. So...ta-da~!

THAT'S IT FOR TODAY x3 Well...technically, there's a lot more in regards to other things I've realized, etc. but it's not related to "My Own Progress" so...it's not going to go here

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OH! If you want to see robots or just some really awesome dancing, hit up youtube.com and search what I was watching ^^

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'Cause it's a hard life, with love and the world~